I Am Not Ashamed of My Survival
The scars don't make me feel ashamed. I'm alive, I'm radically joyful.
Topic: self-harm
The scars don't make me feel ashamed. I'm alive, I'm radically joyful.
I actually self-harm to “deal with” life and to keep myself alive. That might sound counterintuitive, but that’s how my brain works.
I don’t know why I can’t seem to bear this life. I don’t know why I’m still here.
We deserve to seek help without stigma from those tasked with caring for us.
You don’t deserve to be alone, and you don’t deserve to feel the pain of isolation.
I had to convince myself I was never a freak. I was 15 and did not know how to cope.
There never were any attempts to end my life, rather I wanted the emotional pain to end. And that desire was a catalyst to turn all the emotional pain into physical pain...
I needed to feel in control because my mind was always out of control.
I struggled heavily with my self-image and confidence and tried tirelessly to fit into a mold that I wasn't built for.
My shame will not survive.
I thought I was broken somehow and there was no fixing it.
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