Bring On the Awkward!
Anxiety has this really funny way of distorting not only what you see, but how you see, and I was seeing myself only as an extra in everyone else’s lives...
Anxiety has this really funny way of distorting not only what you see, but how you see, and I was seeing myself only as an extra in everyone else’s lives...
I would love to believe that it only goes up from here, but things are rarely so perfect.
I’m attracted to men. That single sentence has been a source of anxiety and depression for a large part of my life.
Whether you’re a therapist or the person in your friend group who always helps others with their struggles, I know how difficult it can be to ask for help.
A year ago I was hopeless, broke, and I wanted to die. I believed that at the age of thirty-six it was too late to make a life worth living. I was so scared of myself because I had no idea who I really was without drugs or alcohol.
Losing my leg led to a slow and painful downward spiral toward rock bottom, and it has taken years to climb my way out.
You could say I’ve been through a trauma or two.
Come on decades of therapy, do your thing. Come on endless sessions in rehab, remind me that I am more than my rage.
During my second stay in rehab, there was a mantra that I clung to: You are worthy. You are enough. You are loved.
I wanted to hear the candid account of someone in the middle, maybe just past the hardest days of this illness, but not quite to the happy ending where you’ve reached the place you never thought you would.
I am now searching for the keys to unlock my caged emotions so that I might once in a while admit candidly before others that I am not always doing okay. And maybe, just maybe, it will be all right for me to be human.
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