Survivor’s Guilt
I’ve heard of it before, this phenomenon where the ones who survive the unthinkable wrestle with immense guilt for the very act of surviving, to a point where they find it difficult to celebrate being alive.
I’ve heard of it before, this phenomenon where the ones who survive the unthinkable wrestle with immense guilt for the very act of surviving, to a point where they find it difficult to celebrate being alive.
I still have days where I struggle with simply existing.
The story of my attempted suicide wasn't the entire story of my life...
Suicidal thoughts and self-harm urges do not define me. The ups and downs of my recovery do not define me. The worry that I'm disappointing my family does not define me.
I made this for you, friend. I hope it reminds you that no moments are worthless.
Sometimes guidance from a trusted individual is necessary when trying to navigate your journey toward help and healing, so we asked a Licensed Mental Health Counselor to respond to some of your questions and concerns.
My history is tied to my mental health, the ways in which society teaches me to feel less for being a different color is tied to my mental health, the decisions of my political leaders are tied to my mental health, my sexual orientation is tied to my mental health.
Telling our stories and having our voices heard brings into focus our lives and our culture. It centers our personhood rather than our pain.
I didn’t understand why he fell silent when I cried or the blank look that overtook his face when I had a breakdown. I didn’t understand his resistance to things like therapy and psychiatry.
We can’t control what someone else feels or believes. But we can show up. We can choose to care. We can keep showing up.
It is a scary, anxiety-riddled time we’re living in.
I refuse to allow the same toxic cycle of verbal and emotional abuse to continue with the potential to last for generations.
Sign up for our newsletter to hear updates from our team and how you can help share the message of hope and help.
Join our list