Love Worth Living. Life Worth Loving.
Come on decades of therapy, do your thing. Come on endless sessions in rehab, remind me that I am more than my rage.
Come on decades of therapy, do your thing. Come on endless sessions in rehab, remind me that I am more than my rage.
During my second stay in rehab, there was a mantra that I clung to: You are worthy. You are enough. You are loved.
I wanted to hear the candid account of someone in the middle, maybe just past the hardest days of this illness, but not quite to the happy ending where you’ve reached the place you never thought you would.
I am now searching for the keys to unlock my caged emotions so that I might once in a while admit candidly before others that I am not always doing okay. And maybe, just maybe, it will be all right for me to be human.
The good exists even if it’s small, silly, or invisible.
I want to forget the past and move on. I want my head to quiet down. I want to be able to walk into a store or restaurant and not start to sweat and shake. I want to not be afraid to leave the house.
I let it define me instead of defining my mental state. Everything I did wasn’t because I was doing it; bipolar II was the reason.
I realize now that my mom wasn’t choosing the pills over me, over her children, the addiction was choosing for her.
If healing is finite, I am far from being healed, but I am not broken.
We refuse to stay silent, we refuse to let stigma and the shame it thrives on, encourage us to sit idly while hundreds of thousands of people struggle.
I’m here today for a lot of reasons, but TWLOHA is certainly one of them.
All the time spent thinking I was half-this and half-that and yet not enough of either, when in reality, I am a whole person whose identity is not half-anything.
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