Anything But Selfish
I sincerely believed that my living, NOT my dying, was the selfish act.
Topic: suicide
What About Today?
Today had become the most unfamiliar of days for me.
Suicide is Hard to Talk About
Suicidal thoughts are insidious. They penetrate and infect you to the core.
My Middle Name
Hope. It’s a concept I’ve long rejected. I’ve seen it as only a setup for disappointment, only wishful thinking.
The Aftermath of Choosing to Stay
No one told me that I could simultaneously feel guilty for wanting to take my own life yet grateful that I didn’t.
A Letter to the Therapist Who Didn’t Believe Me
When you said those words, I shattered into a million pieces.
A Patient Gardener
This was not the end of my story, it was only a brief interlude.
Smashing Stigmas: From The Perspective of a Partner
To the Suburban Kid Who Went to the Stars
Sometimes it isn’t a grandiose, life-altering thing that brings a person back from the brink.
Suicide Loss and Learning to Surf
I want to be angry at a disease, a car accident, something.
Why I Kept Going
There are days I don't want to miss.
Don’t Remember How They Died; Remember How They Lived
