A New List
Today I thought about the ways I could kill myself. A mental list formed in my mind.
Topic: suicide
Today I thought about the ways I could kill myself. A mental list formed in my mind.
In life, there are often times when we don’t always know what to do or say.
July 27, 2019, began as an unremarkable summer day.
When I was 27, I downed a bottle of sleeping pills.
I lived on a hamster wheel, in constant fear that I would lose everything I had earned if I dared to stop and take a break.
How do we hold onto hope, when everything seems bleak?
I still have days where I struggle with simply existing.
The story of my attempted suicide wasn't the entire story of my life...
Suicidal thoughts and self-harm urges do not define me. The ups and downs of my recovery do not define me. The worry that I'm disappointing my family does not define me.
I made this for you, friend. I hope it reminds you that no moments are worthless.
I didn’t understand why he fell silent when I cried or the blank look that overtook his face when I had a breakdown. I didn’t understand his resistance to things like therapy and psychiatry.
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